Sisterhood

I've decided we aren't on the whole nice to each other. We are so competitive and jealous that we can't seem to be able to coexist. Men are able to work with each other in a friendly and humorous team. I think that we should too.

Birthdays

August, September, October the birthdays come at me from all directions. Evidently people get bored during the winter and have nothing better to do than propagate.

I'm a snot

I've decided that I'm a snot. My friend turned 21 and I tried to arrange for a fun time in Vegas, but life turned stressful the last week or so. I just couldn't follow through, because it became the least of my priorities. When I told her at least 20 times that I'm kind of overwhelmed at the moment and her still bugging me... I've decided I don't care. It isn't my responsibility and she makes me mad. Good thing my other friend took over the preparations. I probably won't go, because I don't want to now. I'm a snot!

High Maintenance?

Me? I'm going to own up to this. I, me and moi are very high maintenace! Ok, I admit it. I do manicures, pedicures, nice smelly things that make my skin soft and fragrant, name brand clothes, shoes, purses, you name it other than I'm not into the makeup thing. I hate putting it on my face, because I always feel like I'm dirty. Not slutty dirty just that it isn't sanitary... I love bubble baths, candles, lingerie, soft sheets, and lots of pillows. When I was younger I used to spend hours on my hair. As I've grown wiser with age. I'be come to the realization that my hair is hopeless and more stubborn than me!!! There is nothing I can do to it. It's just straight... No matter what I do it is going to end up straight. I can fight it but my hair and I know that my hair is the winner. So I wash it and brush it and we live in peaceful co-existance. I will always want to be the center of attention. Being an only child has given me the unrealistic view that the world centers around me. ME! ME! ME! Why can't everyone just accept that? OOPS did I just admit that out loud? I need to learn to keep my inside thoughts more inside! The problem with my relationships with men is basically me. I am attracted to intelligent, ambitious, (let's just admit it out loud) wealthy men. So they are usually driven to succeed and work-aholics that can't give me the attention that I want and need. There is the cruel fate that I was born with...

someecards

Ok Kerilynn I did it. Here are my cards that screams Matina!

Hiding

I've decided that I'm just hiding from life. Don't want to put myself out there anymore. It takes too much to get up every morning lately, which isn't like me at all... I'm like the group cheerleader. Always smiling, happy, laughing out loud... Maybe I've been burned too much and I'm kind of in the holding pattern licking my wounds. I can't even get the energy to be social. I love people and especially men... Flirting is second nature to me and so I do it without thinking. Lately I'm not even doing that well. Not that I'm not flirting just not as much...

Laziness & The Funk

I have nothing to look forward to. Not that I wouldn't find something if I actually looked. Just can't find the ambition to look. Love watching the Olympics and it amazes me the dedication they have to their sport. They seem so young and it makes me feel old! Even Micheal Phelps seem to be a baby. Gorgeous and a hunk, but still a baby...