I was wrong!

Mr Fed actually did like me, but the problem is that other than the pause it gave me to realize that I misread the situation... I'm not really that interested. I don't know if I will ever be willing to take a chance in the romantic aspect of my life. I hope so because I'm 37 years old and I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone. I have even broken all ties with Asshole. He needs to move on with his life and if my little boy grows up and wants to get to know me again. I will be happy to do that. I think that I was put in that situation to give him the love I needed to give to him and he will have the good memories, but I wasn't suppose to be a part of his life forever. I'm actually ok with that and was able to move on.